Day 7

This is day 7 I must say that I am feeling really human today, the reason I say that is because I am disappointed that nothing has happened yet. However over the weekend I read Lesser, Broken Open, it was very eye opening to me, especially now knowing that I am not the only person that hears the drums that I hear. Most of my life I thought that I was the only one that could hear the beat of the drums that I danced to. Now I know that through out my life my way of handling life situations was not off track, I now even understand more why my reactions are as they were. Always learning to turn what most people would perceive as a bad thing into a lesson to learn from, and knowing that you have the choice of whether to make it a negative or a positive lesson learned. I believe me having that attitude is what drove me to go back to school to get my Masters degree so that I could help others on a different level. Now I am in the process of learning a new lesson of allowing myself to know that it is OK to have money, and get the things that you deserve out of life. I've known for a long time that we are our own worst enemy because we are afraid of succeeding in life, my goal is to put that fear aside to allow the success to come and embrace success with open arms.