October

Well this is half of October moving right along, guess what I still have not started to make my fortune yet. None the less I am not giving up, I believe in my heart that it will happen just taking a little longer then I thought it would take, not going to give up. Everything has it's time and season for happening, I look forward to my season getting here. I wake up praying that the lights are still on every morning and hopefully I can keep warm not get sick with double ammonia like last year, times are really hard for most people, so I have learned to just take one day at a time. When I get to the night time of a day or after 5pm I am so thankful that nothing major has taken place, and I just say thank you God for blessing me another day and all is well. There use to be a time when I can remember having a freezer full of food I laugh, because I cannot remember the last time I have shopped for groceries and able to full up the freezer I don't believe that is even possible these days.