I'm still here

I have not been here for almost a month now, have been feeling really discouraged. The key is not giving up, so I am not giving up. Yesterday I went to visit a friend who had been in the hospital in Greensboro for about seven weeks. It did my heart good to go and visit with her, although I am not getting paid monetary as I use to, it still does my heart good to visit with some of the people that I have met along the way. Visiting with people from time to time seem to be therapy for me. I had a friend to tell me tonight that all my financial worries are so to be over, because I have a long lost aunt who has willed me a couple of million dollars. I told her if that came to be true that I would give her a half a million meaning 500 thousand. I told her that only happens on TV, but she assured me that it could also happen in real life. So we both are believing and trusting that miracles do happen in some shape or form.

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October

Well this is half of October moving right along, guess what I still have not started to make my fortune yet. None the less I am not giving up, I believe in my heart that it will happen just taking a little longer then I thought it would take, not going to give up. Everything has it's time and season for happening, I look forward to my season getting here. I wake up praying that the lights are still on every morning and hopefully I can keep warm not get sick with double ammonia like last year, times are really hard for most people, so I have learned to just take one day at a time. When I get to the night time of a day or after 5pm I am so thankful that nothing major has taken place, and I just say thank you God for blessing me another day and all is well. There use to be a time when I can remember having a freezer full of food I laugh, because I cannot remember the last time I have shopped for groceries and able to full up the freezer I don't believe that is even possible these days.

Not giving up

I have to admit it has been a while since I have posted, not that I have forgotten many days I just didn't know what to say, because nothing has changed still have not gotten my pearl. So my business has not moved forward, have been trying to get customers no luck there either, not to worry all of that will change as long as I keep the faith. Went to Greensboro last week met Paul Oberson, he even autograph my book that I purchase it was indeed an honor to meet and talk to him face to face. I hope that when he reads about me moving up the ladder that he will remember our short and brief exchange of words, the whole evening was a wonderful experience to me to see so many people at the coliseum that believe in the future and how this business will play it's part in our future.

I'm not giving up, I'm not giving up, I'm not giving up, I'm not giving up, I'm not giving up, it has been a while since my last post. I have to acknowledge that I am discouraged however, I will not give up on my dreams. Right now it seems like I have a lot more bills then funds to cover those bills, but if I have to go without somethings of comfort that is what I will do. It is about to get cold outside so I have to find a way to stay warm for the winter. There is a meeting next week in Greensboro, I plan to be there so that I can meet the man who started the business, that I am excited about and I do believe in the concept. It is hard to believe that so many people still don't get the concept with our world always evolving and the way we do things always changing how can you not see the revolution of how we pay our bills. I feel sad because I have not found my pearls yet, so as a result neither am I making any money yet. However, I have invested in myself so I know that my investment will pay for itself, just a matter of timing. I know for a fact that the good Lord don't bring you this far to leave you, when you need help to survive. Miracles happen everyday to people, I just what my miracle to happen so that I can be an living example to others who don't believe that miracles do happen to us plain people.

Disheartened

Who knew it would be so hard to get a friend , just to think I have put myself out here for the world to see. I've yet to find someone that would be interested enough to follow me on my journey all that I request is someone that would talk to me from time to time to help me to keep my spirits up. I wouldn't think that would be asking to much of someone, are we really a people who care more about our selves, then someone else, I don't believe that because I hear to many stories of people helping other people who are strangers. I ask where is my stranger I know I have to have one he/she is somewhere out there, know that I am waiting to hear from you. My journey is lonely right now I could really use a friend to help me to stay encouraged.

My last post has been a few days, if I didn't know any better I would say that I am giving up, however we know that not to be true, because we have made a commitment and said that we are not giving up on this goal that we need to achieve. I say we because I am looking forward to others coming along with my on my journey. I have not given up on that happening as well it seems that this is just not happening as quickly as I may have hoped for. Like they say good things comes to those who wait, so I am waiting for my good things to pour in.
I have to say today is not really a happy day for me, because the summer time has ended for my granddaughter and myself. I took her yesterday to her dad so that they could take her back home today, I was OK up until she called me made me what to cry, still trying not to cry, going to really miss her.